I got flu… Huhuhu… I just don’t feel good today… I have submit my proposal for DBP just now. Next week, Aida, Zarina and Isa won’t be here anymore. And we still have about 25days to end our practical training in this ’strange’ yet ’stingy’ company. Huhuhu…
I just can’t wait to go to Beijing. But I still have one more year to complete my degree. And still, I’m attached with my JPA Scholarship. If only I can extend my studies first…
Hmm… I almost forgot how to update my blog… Buta internet? Hehehe… My dad checked all of my certificate portfolio a few days ago, and he wanted me to fix my MUET exam. I took it during diploma but my result is just average. Even though the MUET result slip only worth for 2years, but my dad seems ‘too concern’ about it. Huhuhu… I hate repeating things…
I just don’t know what I should write here… Wanna know why? It’s because I felt a bit awful after I’ve met someone… Blog is actually for what? Can anyone tell me the real purpose of blog? Hate this confusing feeling…
Today I have a new roomate. She’a a Biology student! What a brainy… I’m such a jerk who can only design but not really good at drawing… Huhuhu… She’s cute, Johorian and a very soft-spoken person… (Definitely different than me…) Hopefully we both can become good friends, even though I was kinda-like ‘allergic’ to science student…
To all my Mandarin student, Alhamdulillah, you guys passed the exam and succesfully entered the next level 2. For those who haven’t memorize the numbers and Mandarin structure, you guys better watch out because we have to use lots of numbers … Anyway, congrats!
Something happened to me today… I’ve met this guys a few months ago and we both still keep in touch with each other until now. He is smart, brainy and rich! What a perfect package! He offered to pay my school and college fees since he is damn rich… Of course, I reject his offer. And unluckily, I’m not into him… Huhuhu… What’s wrong with me? So not desperado! What am I talking about? Yikes!
I think that’s all for now… Perhaps I’ll write more later. Please pray for my JPA ok? I just don’t feel good about it. I want to but new story books… Lemony Snickets and Narnia… Huhuhu… Buhbye!
It’s been quite sometime I’m here. Degree level really tough, now I know why people stop after diplome.Since I’m the so-called part time manager, managing the group, I have a hard time you know. It’s really hard to differentiate between friend and competitor. I’m confused…
What would you do if ur friend tease ur idea just because he/she afraid that the idea would distract his/her post? Sucks aite? Hate this feeling… The worse is when the person claim him/her self as loyal friend and no doubt that he/she is a good friend of mine.
Lately, I a bit down actually. I’m really lonely. It’s hard to survive, but I’ll try… I have nobody to talk to, really damn lonely… I think it’s true that it’s better talk to God rather than with someone special or best friends. I guess that’s right…
How I miss my blog… Lately, there’s someone been hook around me up since I was down. But I’m sure that he didn’t read this. That’s why I write in here. Thanx to him cuz bring me up once again after I felt so damn low for quite some time. Now I feel like I can smile again. I got 3more subjects to go. Hopefully he’ll stay by my side and give me some support. He’s leaving soon… But hopefully we’ll met again someday! May Allah Bless him….
Akum… Hye! I’m here again. I just got back from assessment for my first advertising project. I hate everything this semester. Including myself. I don’t know why I get this lazy virus from, but it’s a serious ill in me right now. Huhuhu… How am I gonna cure this?
Holiday is in the air, really? Not really! I got tonnes of project to be done… It is so sad when your group members didn’t share the same passion with you. I was hoping the they could share this, but unfortunately, they always end up saying sorry over and over again…
Yesterday I’ve lost my temper and I scold them. Yikes! That is so not me… I felt terrible when the lecturer shoot me because I’m the group leader. I don’t think that I could have fun during this holiday…
I’m in the class rite now. I don’t know what’s wrong with me at the moment. Perhaps I was ‘cursed’ with my parents. Hahahaha… You know what, if I listen to them earlier, I guess I won’t feel damn down like this. I think I shouldn’t met someone who called ‘Tea’. He is such a nice guy, smart, intelligent, what more could you ask from a guy? But then, he left me without any reason.
I’m sad about this. But Now, I’m ok. I met another guy name ‘Green’. He likes green! Yikes! I hate green even though I love veggies! Hahaha…
I’ve been sick lately. I hate this life. Am I the one who is really sick? I don’t think so. I’m really tired of my mates. Life is getting tougher as I step in 5th semester. I’m trying so damn hard not to be a loser. But in the mean time, I’m trying not to let others down.. Wanna know why? People are getting serious, weird, and really selfish. To me, yes, you can be selfish but if you aim to let others down, that is so wrong… I’m not the only one who felt this way I guess.. Not to say my mates, I’m also referring to some lecturers. I’ve been sick with them. I’m tired of them with their ‘pilih bulu’, talk more than do, condemn more tahn suggest. Help me! Even though there still one more semester to go, but it makes me sick to wait for my graduation. Just can’t wait to get away from here!
I’m Sick today! Got flu! I hate this! Help me!
It’s really frustrating lately… I’m losing something actually. I didn’t proceed my sketches, I didn’t really support my team and I think I’m not good at doing sketches. I’m lack of ideas and I do really pity myself because I’m not so good. I’m in the dean’s list, one of the best student, but still, I’m not happy with myself. Can someone please help me to build my confidence once again? I’m having lots of problem lately. It’s not a problem actually but sometimes small things could get bigger than you thought and I felt terrible about it… Help Me!
